Grrr...stupid counter reset itself!! >>_<< |
2002-10-01 - 6:56 a.m. Barely. It's hardly seven a.m., and the pain of last night is hitting me again... KittyGotDarkMark: heehee...are you still on from last night? KittyGotDarkMark: Or should I say, early this morning? ^^ Someone: yup KittyGotDarkMark: Lucky duck, you! KittyGotDarkMark: I've already gotten my night's sleep! KittyGotDarkMark: >.< Someone: heh cool. KittyGotDarkMark: Not really KittyGotDarkMark: Oh, shit KittyGotDarkMark: *laughs* It;s only, what, 2:30 there? KittyGotDarkMark: or 3:30 KittyGotDarkMark: Too...early...for....math.... Someone: 3:57 KittyGotDarkMark: Wahh...... KittyGotDarkMark: Oh, yeah KittyGotDarkMark: looking at clock wrong KittyGotDarkMark: heehee KittyGotDarkMark: Not quite yet awake KittyGotDarkMark: Won't be probly til...um.....noon? KittyGotDarkMark: *sigh* I was fine until my mom asked what I was crying about last night... KittyGotDarkMark: Told me I was crying "like somebody died." KittyGotDarkMark: =( How can I tell her it's as though someone *did* die? KittyGotDarkMark: ...I guess.....I guess.....well, I guess only time can tell KittyGotDarkMark: I started to write him a letter last night KittyGotDarkMark: A letter I'll probably never send KittyGotDarkMark: Why do I find it so hard to let go...? Someone: sometimes writing just helps... Someone: i dont know, hon. honestly. I mean, I deal with alot more than boyfriends deciding they dont want to talk to me. SO I can't really relate, ya know? KittyGotDarkMark: Well, I guess you could...I mean, I'm not exactly quite sure what you mean by that....again, not awake yet....if you mean other people not wanting to talk to you, or just dealing with much more important things... KittyGotDarkMark: I mean, believe you me, I deal with much more than that, too...it just doesn't hit as hard in the heat KittyGotDarkMark: *heart Someone: I know. I'm talking about things that do hit close to the heart. I'm not saying my problems are worse than yours. I'm just saying I'm having trouble relating to this whole thing with Mike KittyGotDarkMark: Ah...I understand...I mean, it's kind of like...I don't know...me trying to sympathize with someone who just lost their 401k plan... Someone: yeah..see, that I can understand...*lol* my dad lost all of his money in his 401k KittyGotDarkMark: haha...see, I don't even quite understand how that works KittyGotDarkMark: Something with them taking all the money you actually make and putting it away for retirement KittyGotDarkMark: *shrugs* Someone: no no, not all of it *lol* Someone: just a certain percentage Someone: and it earns interest Someone: but you cant touch it until a certain age KittyGotDarkMark: It's not really too important anyway...well, ya know.....not to someone at 7 am who needs to get ready for work Someone: and if you go into it before then, it has penalties Someone: *nod* KittyGotDarkMark: Oh, I know....like maybe 10% at most, and age 65 or something Someone: yeah..well it is to me. I mean, my family is broke before of it Someone: because* KittyGotDarkMark: Oh, that sucks KittyGotDarkMark: But anyway, sweetie, shall I talk to you later? I've got work 9-6, class 6:30-9... KittyGotDarkMark: If I'm still alive later (haven't died from exhaustion), perhaps I'll see you...? Someone: yup :-) *hug* KittyGotDarkMark: Bye, sweetheart! Thanks for listening (reading, heh...) KittyGotDarkMark: You always manage to cheer me up, even if it's just temporary and superficially KittyGotDarkMark: lol....that is a compliment, I assure you!! Someone: lol!! well glad to hear that ;-) KittyGotDarkMark: heehee.....wow, I suck at anything at 7 am. KittyGotDarkMark: Talk to ya soon! Byeee Someone: hehe s'ok KittyGotDarkMark: psst...that's your cue! KittyGotDarkMark: *picks up someone's hand and waves it, and mouths out "goodbye" with her jaw* KittyGotDarkMark: *high-pitched voice* Buh-byee! someone: byebyeee � � Sign Time for change! - 2004-02-04 Pay It Forward - 2003-08-10 CATS! - 2003-07-25 Happy 4th! - 2003-07-04 In Sirius Denial - 2003-07-01 |