Grrr...stupid counter reset itself!! >>_<<
 | Prisoner of Azkaban movie:
2002-12-15 - 12:38 a.m.
Again. Writing on Sunday, and I'm saying it's Saturday. Oh, well... >_O**
Directly from my notebook:
I can't believe
I actually did
it! Whenever
I'd see him, my beautiful
Snape-man, (whose name,
I found out, is Anthony)
I'd feel myself blush
over, my heart beat more
rapidly, and my body
become weak and shaky.
I'd never get the courage
to do anything about
it . . . until today. Maybe
it's because I was feeling
cute, and I knew I looked
it, too. Maybe even
pretty. I wrote my
number down along with
"Cat" and a little smiley
face, on this very note
paper, and folded it
up. I tapped him with
a small "hey," and
handed the paper to
him. Then quickly
turned and left
on my break.
Only now . . . now
I feel like
everyone's whispering
about me, talking
of Cat, the crazy
girl, who gave
her number to
this customer.
I only hope my managers
don't find out - they
may not like it.
But now all I can
do is wait. And hope.
Hope and pray that he'll
actually call. Call me...
call my phone. To
talk to me...ah, what
a thought! But I'm
also afraid . . . afraid
of what he might say.
What the hell does
he think about me?
How will I know?
What if he doesn't
call? How can I find
out if he doesn't?
Oh, well...I wish
I could feel the way
I always do, with the
attitude that it's his
loss.
But then I think of
his eyes. Those beautiful,
shining eyes...with
the long, gorgeous
eyelashes.
I think i might
fall too fast.
Falling in love...
it's so wonderful,
such an unmatched feeling...
but only if it's
returned.
Oh, well...
and today...
tonight...
working 'til 8...
it's past 4 already.
Matty said he might
come. But will he?
I really think I could love him.
...only time will tell...!
~Cat~
I'm about to pass out, and there's so much to say...about Matty, especially... And here's hoping Matty
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